nope, wrong

Today there's no work involved.   This is a belief, not a chore.  

It's belief in people, in passion, in engagement.   By looking for that each day, by reading about person after person involved in the zillions of things there are to be involved in, I'm drawn THERE.   I feel them with me.   Their work, their path expands mine and my experience.   I'm the one getting.

I used to think I was giving and felt uncomfortably thanked for my positive outlook.   But now I've tipped.   My effort here really wasn't about doing the nice thing, about being positive so much as it was a knock-down drag out fight not to give in to hopelessness.   I feel a tiny seed of hope now.   I'm starting to believe a little of what I am writing.  

Could it be that enough people could shout from the rooftops and actually be heard?  Really, could it be?

It's too much to hope that the others with me feel this yet really, but maybe sometime.   We are what we pay attention to.   That's a lesson constantly given to me.
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